1 day (and 48 years) late

I took an extra day for this episode because I realized I need to spend time in some cafe', in public, to muster enough discipline to finish a difficult episode. That way I was able to face head on what I didn't like and to redraw half of it, as well as rewrite all of it, after seeing it through a couple beers and a couple of "amaro d'erbe"... it was painful, because my inability to understand even the large strokes of the humans which surround me hit me in the face as i drew my way through this recollection. But I think in the end I rendered the opposite and competing concepts and emotions well. Let me know what you think!